12 years with my bestfriend.
William. 22. SD, Cali. Learning to live and let live.
I get caught up in this new character that isnt myself.
And once i realize just how deep i am into that, i start to feel stupid because that isnt me. That isnt what i want.
Its complete opposite of exactly what i want.
Yet i give in and go for it. Only to realize ive made the same mistake again.
Maybe i should give it up for good and focus on the me that is actually well…. Me.
Ive said this before, but im apologizing in advance.
Gotta remember to not cave to any of it. Regardless of the scenario. Haha.
Because when i do partake in it, i realize what i really want
Im rambling now.
Worst day in a long time.